I’m an instrument of the divine. Oh God save me from my human nature. How much suffering can this flesh bear? and I still know, in the solitude of the quite, that you are waiting for me, but I can’t help this condition… and I try to surrender, over and over again. Some times I succeed, many times I fail, but something bigger than me, gives me the courage to keep making a fool of myself. I’m so naive to believe that I can walk the path that no one else has walked without tripping once…… oh yes, I will trip and it’s going to hurt, but somehow, I have the courage to keep walking in that direction, because something bigger than me is guiding me. You see… I am the fool to believe that I am the doer… the reality is that I’m just an instrument of the divine… and when I allow that to happen and I disappear in this experience… Only when I am no-one… is when the miracle of Life happens.